girlfrombrazil @ 2007-11-10T17:05:00

2007-11-10T19:26:23Z

*I am a doctor*

Well, right now I am more of a veterinarian than a doctor. My baby just had 5 babies, and I haven't slept in 2 days.
They are so small and look like bats... =) 4 boys and a little girl!

*What am I going to do next?*
I have no idea. And I haven't thought much about it lately. I don't know. I was supposed to be studying, my first test (to see if I get into any resindence) is next week and I am pretty sure I won't pass. I'm probably going to start working as a family doctor. It pays well, I'll have time to study and I'll have all my weekends free of work. I hate night shifts. That I won't have...

I still think about modeling. A lot. But life has been pretty crazy and so full of stuff that I haven't had the time to think about it. And to be on a diet, to work out, or anything I should be doing if I was serious about moving to Miami.

Maybe I just want a job that pays well enough so I can travel a lot with my own money...

*LOve Life*
I got back with the boyfriend. I know it was the wrong thing to do, but I didn't want to deal with a break up at this moment of my life. Graduation, not knowing what to do, probably moving don't know where next year.
It's just that I like having someone around. Having company most of the time. And I decided I won't fight anymore, just because I don't really care. I'll let life goes its own way... And I'll see what happens.

A couple of days ago, I got a few text messages from that guy I met in february, when I went to Sao Paulo for a medical internship. We were together for just a couple of weeks, but I have never felt such strong feelings for someone I had just met. We were just perfect together. But then, I came back, he stayed there. I got a bf, he got a gf... And we talk, occasionally.
He just graduated from med school too. And I left a message saying congratulations on orkut (kind of myspace that brazilians use a lot). His girlfriend left some rude message right after mine... So, I told him I still think of him, but I don't think we should talk anymore. He asked me to PLEASE NOT TO DO IT. THAT HE WILL NEVER STOP THINKING OF ME. THAT I SHOULD KNOW IT ALREADY. THAT I HAVE A RESERVED SPOT IN HIS HEART. AND THAT OUR TIME IS JUST NOT RIGHT NOW...
He is not romantic. He never says things like that.
I hate when the right guy is not the right one. Does that make sense?

*Graduations pics* (new ones)